you.me.and a thousand different ways.

all i know is i'm lost without you
i'm not gonna lie
how i'm gonna strong without you
i need you by my side
if we ever said we'll never be together
in the end and we wave goodbye
don't know what i'll do
i'm lost without you

Tuesday, February 06, 2007

this is my 250th entry, can you believe it?

if there's supposed to be a landmark of sorts for the quarter-to-a-thousand entry, then this should be the entry to remember.

i'm beginning to realise that emotions are just thoughts that are self-inflicted and placed upon yourself most of the time. i decide if i should be happy, i decide if i will be hurt.

and since i'm such an emotional junkie, there's a greater need to cover up, and make sure that the walls around my emotions are guarded safely against any (unwanted) outpouring that might trigger unhappiness that was never intended (for) in the first place.

after all, don't we always say "don't dwell in your misery", and not "don't dwell in his/hers/their misery"?

many a times, words that are said never meant to hurt. yet they still do more than just a slight pinch, because of the implications and unspoken words that were brought forth by self.

so in that sense, people don't hurt us.
we hurt ourselves.

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