Thursday, January 04, 2007 his salvation brought enormous joy & elation to my heart. i've been praying and hoping for this, and hearing this is great news.

at the same time,

his words brought enormous confusion and hurt in an unexpected way. i'm not entirely sure how to react, and hearing those just saddens me a great deal, to say the very least.

what a weird way to end a real real long day.

meanwhile,
clooney has decided that i've been overly dependent on him and is calling a temporal timeout period with clooney's first breakdown.

the unexpected breakdown is causing quite a nightmare (for me). that's the thing when you become too over dependent, you go bonkers when you can't depend so much anymore.

sigh.

me and the jinx with electrical gadgets. i love these gadgets, they just thrill me to bits.
yet, they just don't seem to have survive lasting and loving relationships with me.

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