all i know is i'm lost without you
i'm not gonna lie
how i'm gonna strong without you
i need you by my side
if we ever said we'll never be together
in the end and we wave goodbye
don't know what i'll do
i'm lost without you

Tuesday, October 03, 2006


my (how much more) God and i have this relationship that's something like this:

i spend time with Him, then get caught up with the demands of my earthly life and somehow neglect Him, except Sundays when i'm back to focusing on being with Him. i'll go home feeling totally pathetic because i realise (yet again) how much i've neglected being with Him, and how patient and tolerant He has been of my totally unbearing behaviour. then i will strive to be a good child by (trying) to fork out more time to be with Him, only to get caught up with the demands of the earthly life (again) and forget about being with Him.

that's a vicious cycle that happens (almost) every week.
and i say i don't want to be a sunday christian.

yet he gives and gives..
"... how much more will your Father in heaven give the Holy Spirit to those who ask Him!" - Luke 11:13

i can't begin to count my blessings actually: all the opportunities, all the gifts, all the unconditional love, all the miracles, all the tender loving care, all of ME. striving to be in God's consciousness is what every child of God longs to be (eventually), yet we always succumb to the world.

at least, some of us.

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