you.me.and a thousand different ways.

all i know is i'm lost without you
i'm not gonna lie
how i'm gonna strong without you
i need you by my side
if we ever said we'll never be together
in the end and we wave goodbye
don't know what i'll do
i'm lost without you

Saturday, September 30, 2006

i've cancelled all plans that i've had for the weekend, and decided i'll spend the weekend lazing around at home, catching up on the readings (magazines, novels etc) and just resting. it's partially because of the fact that mom's back from shanghai for the week, and spending time with her seems to be a higher priority.

i think i'm also coming close to suffering from being burnt out.

of course, thankfully God has been keeping me very sound, very sane. if not for Him, i'd have gone crazy i know. but i'll admit now, that it's hard to keep up with being normal, when my heart's just bursting with raw emotions that seem to be crumbling me a little inside. all the worries and anxiety, and even that thin little bit of vulnerability and helplessness.

sigh.

have this strange premonition that i'm in for a roller-coaster ride (with more assignments and more issues popping up) these coming weeks. ok, maybe i'm scaring myself a bit now. it's not as hard as it is.

they would say i'm panicking a little too much.

maybe they're right.

serene, don't worry ya? the journey's long but we're all here to take it through. don't give up, i know they are really stupid sometimes. but life's just a never-ending journey. we're here for each other.

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