you.me.and a thousand different ways.

Wednesday, September 20, 2006

everyone's been so caught up with those wordy essays/reports that i'm just missing everyone's company a big bunch.

i miss spending time with my weird combo, those shopping trips, going out for supper, hanging out at my place, eating hokkien mee and kway chap downstairs, those late night talks in the kitchen, and those conference calls at night.

i miss spending time with the girls in class, shopping, gossiping, and having good sisterly-fun, thinking about cute guys.

i miss spending time with everyone else at someone's birthday dinner or just a plain little dinner, even their occassional mockery and teasing of my silliness and wrong choice of words.

*pouts*

the last essay came close to killing me. finally realised what they meant when they said it'll be hard. it really is hard. now in my heart i'm quietly worried that i might end up failing my assignments and failing the module and ending up wasting those thousand dollars that my mom has invested in my education, because i am not gonna be able to produce the results that i've strived to initially.

and media texts has been a goner right from the start. *pouts twice as hard* everyone knows how fearful i am of buffy, but i have to work on the 2000 word essay on the discourse and textual analysis of the world's most famous fictional vampire slayer?

better learn to get over my phobia first.

dear lord, grant me the serenity to accept the things i cannot change, courage to change the things i can, and wisdom to know the difference.

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