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Thursday, July 27, 2006

i'm in my shorts and spaghetti top, totally finding the weather unbearable. yet my flat's like an igloo to my sister, who walks around the place wearing her adidas jacket.

so ironic right?

today's lesson was quite tiring again. thursdays are quite a nightmare. sakinah's lessons are so difficult to understand; it's as though she talks in her own language at times. and sheila's really fast, and i really have to be on my toes most of the time during her lesson.

by 430pm, i'm always horribly miserable, feeling utterly discouraged because i've been highlighting lots of infomation that sometimes i don't really understand. and burdened by the amount of readings that i feel i need to keep up with in order to understand sakinah's lessons.

but God's good, always amazing wonderful. He's been bringing me angels to accompany me after my lessons, and before i teach. for the past two weeks it's been so.

it's always least expected, and that's what makes it amazing.

those angels have no idea how their presence at that point of time would make me feel so much better. and the fact that those surprises the past two weeks are, actually all children of God, makes me feel blessed that i know that the Lord's presence is with me throughout every part of my life, and He's always providing comfort.

my angels, you have no idea how your presence made me feel so much better. i can't explain the comfort you provided, and how you all, by being who you were, by being around to make me laugh and joke. thank you for being around.

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