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Friday, June 02, 2006

*sigh*

such a long week.

teaching hasn't been the least bit fantastic, and with the letters in today, this isn't encouraging at all. although my grades have been consistent and i feel as though it's getting better, with the downfall of teaching, sometimes, i just don't know what is best.

don't dare to ask much about what's going to happen over the weekend when i'm out with my family and friends celebrating my 21st. the reason why i dismissed the idea of a big party, was because i didn't want to be disappointed much (with the absences of others), and felt the need to spend quality time with the people that really matter to me.

yet, even now with the smaller celebrations, i feel a strange pain in my heart by the negligance of others.

everyone just seems to be breaking my heart these days. (jasper, hear that? so it's not just you (though you rank high up there in turns of damage)! *grinz*)

if birthday celebrations are going to be a hassle, then i'd rather not celebrate anymore. coz in my heart, if i know it'd be like that, i'd feel sad. and all these celebrations wouldn't be enjoyable anymore. hor?

but 2 weeks of endless endless endless birthdays (3rd, 6th, 8th and 15th)! so here goes:

my "mopeng" stewart, happy happy 24th birthday!

jonathan, i know i owe you big time for all the times where we should have met up but didn't, but i'm real thankful that we never allowed what happened ruin the friendship. it's special and i really cherish it. happy 21st birthday, and please please, smile!

amy, thanks for being such a blessing in my life, happy birthday to you too! and God's presence is always always with you, i know.

joy, what can i say, you bring me JOY. happy sweet 16th!

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