you.me.and a thousand different ways.

Tuesday, April 18, 2006

like what i explained to my mother today, there really isn't a need for me to hear what she wanted to tell me.

all those backlash, it's not the first time.

though i know it upsets her a great deal, there's nothing that i can say or do to erase those sickening thoughts inside their heads right?

don't see the need for me to explain myself, nor vindicate myself either.

God's here to see what's right and what's wrong and i know He sees everything that i do. besides, as far as i'm concerned, most of the time i only need to be answerable to Him.

but i'd agree that those words stink. because it really shows how:
a) thick skinned you (all) can be
b) hypocritical you (all) are right in front of me
c) self-centered and selfish beings you (all) trully are

i'm glad i broke out of all of those when i realised the need to.

we've all had negative things happen to us. but all too often, we've held on to it instead of letting it go. we haven't forgiven, but we accept it. we make room in our hearts for all the negativity and the bitterness, and learn to live with it.

but seriously, what's the point of realising your mistakes and admitting that you're wrong, but refusing to break free of the poison polluting your life and instead, letting it become a certain 'acceptance' that comes along with you as a person?

if that's the way for you (all), it's a sad truth.

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