Monday, February 27, 2006 it's the hardest thing i ever had to do
to look you in the eye, and tell you i don't love you
it's the hardest thing i ever had to lie
to show no emotions when you start to cry

one made an entry over how love can be generous; the other over how love can be selfish.

i find great joy in realizing and telling myself how generous love is (because it truly is the greatest gift), but also feel guilty about the fact that i recognized the fact that it makes humans the greatest sinners.

how ah?

i have the greatest lover in my life, and if there's anything i've learned from Him, it'd be the fact that He loves me so much to teach me to spread all the love around.

but i'm also very selfish with them all. 'nuff said.

demostrated love and affection
that you give so openly
i love the way you make me feel about you
want the whole wide world to see

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