you.me.and a thousand different ways.

Tuesday, January 24, 2006

i watch the walls around me crumble
but it's not like i won't build them up again
so here's ur last chance for redemption
so take it while it last, coz it will end

too long since i last blogged. watched memoirs of a geisha (which wasn't that bad a movie), was dragged to kbox (no thanks to pi-kia-chew *winks*), suffered a lousy larygnitis, met up with the townsville people once more, went out with my girls for loretta's 21st, done my nails, shopped, saw my new-born nephew, started playing mahjong (again~), had a brand new identity, and now, we're just slowly preparing for the new year ahead.

oh yes, it's that visitation time, and prob lots of photo taking sessions. first up of my agenda is that brand new family portrait we should be hanging at shunfu pretty soon. since that last big photo, we've had additions (1 dog) and some are off the list too.

we don't really go around nowadays too. juz being at shunfu, making sure that we get to eat as much prawn mee as we can, the annual blackjack and mahjong sessions. hoping that the time could be used to catch up with one another too, and that annual movie that we watch on the first day of CNY, we're still doing it right?

somethings came to a good understanding at some point these past 2 weeks. realized that we can't forever be pleasing everyone, and i can't be as 'perfect' as i wished i could. even realized where i stood in the hearts of some of my friends, and that was like a bad stab on my back.

maybe we were all meant to learn about these mistakes the hard way ya?

it's sad though, to realize that sometimes, moving on with your life, starts with ~~goodbye~~.

so hard to see myself without him
i felt a piece of my heart break
but when you're standing at a crossroad
there's a choice you've gotta make

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