you.me.and a thousand different ways.

Thursday, December 08, 2005

i don't want a lot for christmas
there is just one thing i need
i don't care about the presents
underneath the christmas tree
i just want you for my own
more than you could ever known
make my wish come true
all i want for christmas, is you

*grinz* i can imagine keryn or xian dan or papa joel rolling their eyes at this thing above! guys, it's either this song, or that shake your tail feather thingy from chicken little. (no, i've not catched the movie but the soundtrack rocks!) make do ok?

performance on friday! gosh! *grabs a deep breath* breathe, breathe!! CPR! CPR!!

ok they're all in good shape. i mean, it's only 15 songs, and they're not memorising it at all. it's so much easier as compared in the past, when hoon made us memorise everything! maybe kok leong realises that these people can't be pushed too much, but it sounds good.

please pray pray pray pray that i can hit that super high C during phantom of the opera. it's the climax of the whole performance, and i know kok leong's super dependent on me to do it well.

and i'm so glad i managed to convince them all, that sarongs are so not the 'in' thing.

spiritually, i'm on a high. i know we all have our fair share of ups and downs, and i think i'll be upfront in admitting that i have had down days. these past few days have been real wonderful days. oh yeah, i had my fair share of weeping and tearing, but the Lord's good. He provides. and i'm blessed to know that i've not fallen ill, and i know that i'm not gonna fall sick too. i'm blessed to know that my voice has never sounded any better (so says kok leong), and all the last minute changes made today (like, 234667 of them) are things i know i can handle.

i'm seriously thinking about emailing hoon to tell her how much kok leong's been bullying me during choral practices! *grinz*

these few days have been days of surrendering, peace, joy, and great awesomeness with the Lord. i'm seeing things and appreciating all the small things that we take for granted so easily everyday. if we just 1 step back, and look around you, we'd find so many things to praise and thank God for. i can go on and on about what i'm thankful about really... we all have. just that we are all really hypocrites when we say we don't want people to take us for granted, but we take the most important person for granted.

the poem that sharene gave me the last time round still reminds close to my heart. i cried a buckets' full when it was given to me, because it spoke to my heart so much then. but now, it's a reminder to me, that my relationship with God's the most important to me. nothing else should come in between this.

and i'm glad that He's opening the door to new opportunities ahead. i'm excited about it.

didn't want to leave you with the wrong impression
didn't want to leave me with my last confession, of love
wasn't trying to put you in the wrong direction
all i want to do is try to make a connection, of love

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