all i know is i'm lost without you
i'm not gonna lie
how i'm gonna strong without you
i need you by my side
if we ever said we'll never be together
in the end and we wave goodbye
don't know what i'll do
i'm lost without you

Thursday, December 15, 2005


everytime i feel alone
i can blame it on you, and i do
you got me like a loaded gun, golden sun
and the sky's so blue

met up with sharene, zoe & meh meh on tuesday night for our monthly dinner-cum-catch up sessions. of coz, everyone has got their own fair share of news, so conversations flowed the way drinks would. it got to a point when we were discussing about our futures after NYP, and i think we are just very thankful that we've all gotten good jobs and/or are blessed with a certain prospect. i mean, sharene's working at shangri-la at events, zoe's at hsbc and meh meh's at PIL, and i'm studying. in a way, we're blessed in our own ways, and to have remain in touch thru these months is something i know we're thankful about.

was supposed to hit the streets on wednesday with nick, emily & samuel but a change of plans had everyone stuck at home today. filled with the urge & encouragement from everyone to 'try something new', i plucked up my courage and went to the hairdresser to get my curls that i've always wanted.

responses from everyone varied from the good - "nice, nice! great on you!"; to the bad - "ok lah, now you're half ugly".

*shrugs* oh well, at least i tried.

to me, it's an achievement by itself. a start of all things new? perhaps. i feel different with the hair really. somehow or another, it has a weird effect on me. like shredding away the old, and taking up the new.

after rehearsals at church a whole bunch of them for roti pratas across the street, but i went off with nick, jasper & joel to eat at chomps. we sat, wolved down the stingrays, you tiaos, hokkien mee, rojak & sugar cane juice. but we still chatted, still talked, still had a good time.

but now, all those food has made me so bloated. it's gonna be hard going to bed.

sometimes i watch the world go by
i wonder how it's like
to wake up every single day, a smile on your face
you never tried

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