you.me.and a thousand different ways.

Saturday, November 05, 2005

nobody gonna love me better
i must stickwitu forever
nobody gonna take me higher
i must stickwitu
you know how to appreciate me
i must stickwit u my baby
nobody ever gonna make me feel this way
i must stickwitu

only the silliest people would be awake at 4.11am on a saturday. but then again, i'm the silly one now right? i don't know why i woke up too.. was asleep real late (ok.. 1230am is not late), but it's weird to be up early for no rum and reason.. i don't want to end up being cranky later too.. especially when today is the day i'm going to see susanna perform!

it's been such a long time since we met up and saw each other, suz & i. sometimes i think about the times when i was in secondary school, and how she's been such a help and encouragement, giving me chances and opportunities to do different things, and she's really the one that got my groove in music started! i really miss those times! the girls and i will be out in full force, turning the school upside down with our laughter and noise! choir practices were the most fun thing that we'd attend.. infamous? perhaps. but i know the teachers knew we meant no harm..

i mean, how harmful can 9 girls be right? especially when 4 of them are prefects!

those were the times.. i miss those girls! we always talk about meeting up, but never found the chance to. everyone's busy with their own lives now.. but i think it's great to know that we're always there for each other.

that aside, the week's been doing me good and bad. worship workshop on monday was fun! reminded me of choir practices with susanna & hoon in poly & secondary days. the group of us went to boat quay after that and i saw the whole flying ball thing.. the one's like bungee jumping but it's not.. i have no idea what it's called. that freaked me out a little.. i was shrieking when the people flew up! and i was wondering what would happen if someone's shoe fell off!

thinking about it now, i'm amazed at what the Lord is showing to me. it's nice, yet a little worrying. maybe because it's unexpected. but i know that i shouldn't be worried, and should leave them all to God. i'm telling myself to not think about it, and sometimes it helps that i'm busy with things; at least it casts doubts aside.

i've enrolled for the year ahead. 7 modules for the whole year, and taking 3 comms & 1 journ for the 2nd semester. it's a little xiong i know, but keryn & XD & i are gonna be enrolling the same modules so at least we see each other quite a bit. the ding dong ding dong is postponed for now, since keryn's gotta work.

but since keryn got a job, i think that probably means that bintan is awaiting us.. if we're still going.. but it's ok if we don't go.. just as long as we get to catch up and spend time together.. with some of us getting jobs now, it might be hard.. but i know we can do it!

i doubt i can get back to bed now.. *sigh*

it's gonna be a long night
and it's gonna be cold without your arms
and i'm gonna get stage fright
caught in the headlights
it's gonna be a long night
and i know i'm gonna lose this fight

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