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Sunday, September 04, 2005

time has already dwelled into the wee hours of the morning, and i'm still as awake as it would have been in the day. i certainly hope that i'm officially over the puberty period, because the last thing i'd want is the acne to come poping out again. *grinz*

exciting week ahead. i'm expecting something new that's for me to grasp. if i should believe in the fact that things don't happy for a reason, i certainly hope that i'm ready for it. need to pray for skills in time management.. real struggle? not really. just don't want to fall asleep halfway through whatever that's important.

the problem now with school, is trying to understand the heavy accent of one of my lecturers. it's not the same as watching bollywood movies! there are subtitles that i can understand in those shows. this is a brand new culture. not to mention experience!

here's a few messages: -

joanne, only you know how much serene & i care about you ok? trust me when i say we don't want you to hurt yourself. like i said, you know what to do already, even without us prompting you. be strong, coz whatever that doesn't break you makes you stronger. we're all here for you. i'm praying for your heart too ok? not the outcome of the matter, but for the well-being of your heart. girl, realise that God doesn't want you to get hurt. coz He cries at the sight of your pain.

serene, can you please take care of yourself? there's nothing wrong with being a pro at time management, but there's a problem when you can't take care of yourself! rest well!

eugenia, if i'm your mom, i'd kick you out of my household until you get a grip of yourself! you don't have time anymore! sieze each day that you have and give it your best shot.. the last thing we want is to see you like this. it's sooooooo not going to work out and you know it. all those things can be placed aside. studies and 'o' levels come first right now. if you just keep going on and on, i will not want to bother about you anymore. we don't want your apologies. i'd rather see actions.

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