you.me.and a thousand different ways.

Thursday, August 04, 2005

one of the things that i had longed to do when i was young, was to travel abroad to study. that and to be a good piano teacher. to be able to live by my own, travel and soak in the sights and the surroundings, blend in the culture and the nice people. to me then (and still), countries in the west are filled with the warmest people. sometimes, i just feel that singaporeans, or rather, asians are just too lukewarm. gosh.. i don't know how they can survive without showing their affections, emotions and all. it just seem too cold to exist in such a place.

the dream to go abroad to study has since then been shelved back to where it belonged (my dreams), and now whatever that's existing is a reality that is not the same. i'm still getting my dream education, amid long-distance. and i'm a full-pledged piano teacher right now too.

it's alright to be a dreamer at times now i realized. without dreams, there's no drive to pursue life. but the truth of all the matters is that i'm just a homey at heart. you can never make me leave what i have at home now. the luxury, the life.. ok, i'm without a car, but so what? public transport is just as alright, 95% of the time. just don't let me bump into incidents like yesterday where the traffic was so choked up.. i almost died moving to & fro the bus.

sometimes i hate the fact that i'm so skinny. so prone to such accidents.

as for the other dreams that have yet to come true.. they might still happen, but not in the way i had wanted it to be.. but at least, there's an alternative. but for now, the biggest dream.. is to see snow. go New York. i hope to save up enough to go States again. this time round, we'd need to go New York, go D.C, and of course, to my dream destination.. DisneyWorld!

yep, time to start dreaming.

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