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Thursday, August 11, 2005

after a long weekend, it's finally back to normality.

went for the D&D on monday. was really quite well-done. it was my first D&D in the company about 5 years, and well, i'm not a stranger to the crowd really. i guess it's weird to be walking around where people are going, "that's Mr Lim's niece," or "that's Ms Lim's daughter." thank goodness the emcee didn't make a big fuss about it either. I think we would all have been terribly embarrassed. but it was fun and i was very touched by the efforts the ladies put in.

although i don't understand why i had to dance with those bankers. I'm not even supposed to entertain guests! and of all people.. BANKERS?

thanks again to all the people who have helped to make the evening memorable. and of course, special mentions to angie, judy & raymond, for your great work. esp raymond, thanks for saving me from the bankers!

tuesday was the funfair. was enjoyable as well. in my heart, i was feeling a big sense of guilt for not being able to commit. esp when kenneth had high expectations and i knew i couldn't fulfil it. school and the mess-up timetable made things very much a mess. but in the end, i enjoyed the day. though it almost killed my throat, it was fun whilst it lasted.

went to meet up with vincent & felicia and the rest of the dance people after that. it's been a while i know. of course, vincent and i were laughing around as usual, and i have to give credit for a job well done now. i know in my heart, they are longing for me to commit myself permanently once more, but it's not the same anymore. anyway, they have so many people around already. it's time that i should just let go, take a back seat.

must give credit and big amount of respect to the rest of the people. it's a good job well done.

back to school, assignments, deadlines. back to the busy busy life. it's time for it i guess. but sometimes it feels pretty lonesome.

but 2 years would be done quickly. i know it would.

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