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Wednesday, June 08, 2005

met up with serene & joanne on monday night for dinner @ billy bomber's. first time at that place, and realized that it really does cater to the american appetite~! big servings of food.. but it was quite nice. serene kept apologising profusely about her being a whole hour late, and joanne was telling me about all these friends of hers. it was nice to spend time with them, although i think with the late timing and all, our body really got very tired and very much lethargic at some point, but nevertheless, the fact that they took the time out to have dinner together with me for my birthday was sweet. and i appreciate it.

serene & joanne, thanks so much for monday! it was real nice to catch up and joanne? don't say that it was a bad celebration because nothing is bad when YOU are around! thanks for the great time we spent!

went out with my dad & may for dinner @ marina south on tuesday night. it was the first time for the both of them to be having the bbq steamboat, and i think it was a very interesting experience for them. then went to meet amy, liangyi, michelle, big may, joy, jiawen, shiao en & john at bugis. we had a celebration for our birthdays! and it was fun.. all of us had so much fun together.. laughing around and joking around, with the gifts and all those stuff.. i had a wonderful time!

shiao en, liangyi, joy, jiawen, thanks for the gifts! very sweet, and very me!!! love them all.. thanks very much!!
everyone else, thanks for a grrreeeeaaat time!

tonight, i'm going to be having dinner with my cousins.. swensen's @ plaza sing. i just pray that they're not giving May a hard time with the money stuff and with the arranging of stuffs. it just isn't fair that sometimes they are in such disagreements when it comes to things like that and you know, makes things difficult for one or the other. it disheartens me sometimes.. i mean, it's not like i'm expecting stuff, but really.. you gotta know where you stand in things like this. we want others to help you with something, then others will help you; yet when we're asking for something, you just come up with excuses and stuff.

this year, i'm actually going to be alone on my birthday. was supposed to meet up with loretta for some shopping but it's cancelled because she has stuff to attend to at home. no i don't blame her.. knowing how it is at home, i mean.. i understand it completely. it just saddens me i guess.. i've never been alone on my birthday. i've never even felt alone on my birthday before. even last year.. i had jo and the rest of the colleagues at Sentosa to celebrate it with me.

but i guess, these are things that i must learn to face now. i'd feel a little disheartened because.. i feel as though nobody bothers, or cares or something. but i know it isn't the truth, and i know that there are people who do care for me.

maybe it's just the saddness that's getting into me now. it will disappear..

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