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Thursday, May 12, 2005

i'm happily relieved. and thankful that things have come to a good end. thanks for everyone who have been constantly encouraging me and keeping me in your prayers. its very much appreciated!

i'm pretty tired of the lazing around, not doing anything kinda life. but then again, i actually like it, 80% of the time. finally, the break that i truthfully deserved. and what better way to enjoy it than to just slack around, not doing anything much? i just enjoy the luxury of freedom that i have right now. i get to read, sleep in, watch lousy tv, watch oprah, watch dvds, play computer games (although i think i must put a stop to it right now.. its killing my eyes), and on top of everything, i'm still working and i'm still earning money! so i'm still not wasting away my time~!

GOD is GOOD.

at least i've sorta sorted out what is it that i want to do. or what is it that i know i can/cannot do. i have absolutely NO DESIRE to embrace society. i'm literally my own boss, by being a piano teacher. of coz, i'm still waiting for NTU to tell me if i'm in, or out. and sometimes, i do get pretty discouraged, because i don't know if i got in or not. i do know, if i get to NTU, i'll start studying immediately; if not, i'd continue to teach and be at the clinic, finish up on my piano and learn how to drive (finally), and start studying in a few months time. but since i have the freedom (which i'm gratefully thanking God for), i can do a lot of things. and i'm really going to make sure that i maximise it.

maybe i should take up knitting. since i have the time. *grinz*

lor & i were just talking, and we know that we aren't really ready or keen to work for society. she's gonna further her studies i know, after she graduates, and she'd probably take time off for a while again, but i know in the pipelines, we might actually start our own business together, which is really cool because, who doesn't like working with best friends? and sometimes we'd joke about the tai-tai lifestyles that we'd long to have. after we establish our business.

ok, i have to say this. it does get irritating sometimes to know that there are typically horribly kiasu singaporeans on the buses & trains. we see it all the time.. and i just don't understand the rush for it. for the seats on the trains & buses, for the door when the trains/buses stop.. its just completely madness. its insane at some point too. for one thing, they aren't apologetic about it. i think some of them might even be proud of the fact that they've mastered the 101 skills of tackling the door/seat. if they accidentally push you, you won't get any apology from them. ditto if they accidentally whack you too.

sometimes, this is just toooooo embarrassing to know. or to speak of, for that matter.

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