you.me.and a thousand different ways.

Saturday, April 09, 2005

turned down bryan's offer to work at choices magazine as a marketing intern. simply because i'm too boiled down with work already. ok.. actually not very. but it would have been a big hassle to reshuffle my teaching schedules because of this, and i'm afraid of all those ot that i might need to put in.. i don't want it to affect my schedule.

this week has been very very relaxing. besides teaching and working at the clinic, i'm absolutely doing NOTHING and just lazing around like a big fat piggy. except that i'm not big, neither am i fat, nor am i a piggy. honestly, being at home is so soothing and comfortable, i feel as though i'm not really keen on surfacing in the society. decided that i'd go out at the most twice a week.. staying at home with my books, my pc is much better..

oh ya, i've started playing the sims once more. though it's really laggy on my other pc. absolutely dread it. when i get serene to come fix it for me, i'm gonna get her to see if i can get more ram or something. better get it over and done with before it's too late. everyone's nagging at me to fix it~!

hmm.. shall share this. i'm really at a crossroads situation right now. everyone knows how keen i am to start myself in NIE and to become a teacher, yet right now, there's this little thing that's stopping me from enrolling for the english language proficiency test. i'm not sure if its necessary in the first place, but really.. this thing inside me is strong. it's like telling me to do something else.. or rather, god has something else planned out, so don't be a teacher. it was my lifelong dream.. now i'm not sure what's ahead. but i'm just gonna pray about it. i have my other choices planned out.. just not sure if i should take it just as yet.

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