all i know is i'm lost without you
i'm not gonna lie
how i'm gonna strong without you
i need you by my side
if we ever said we'll never be together
in the end and we wave goodbye
don't know what i'll do
i'm lost without you

Monday, April 11, 2005


i've got a new hunk in my life. his name? jesse metcalfe.

if you don't know who this person is, you obviously have not watched desperate housewives!

but i still like clay ok? clay's one of those.. dorky cute kind. when you see him for the first time, you'd know he's real smart. and he has charisma. jesse has got a whole ton of charisma.. it's all around him. plus of course, the fact that he's real cute. in my opinion, better than brad pitt!

oh yes, please go watch mr & mrs smith. i read about the plot.. i think it's so ridiculous. but the action scenes look pretty impressive. saw it while having lunch with weilun on saturday at cineleisure. i'm so thankful for weilun! he's the absolute darling.. no i'm not in love with him. but really lor.. he never complained when poor him had to wait for me for 1 terrible hour because the doctors had some miscommunication of sorts.. and i didn't know about the patient coming in.. and he even got me discount at espirit!

waa.. some kind of god-bro i've gotten!

ok, enough of the crap. went to ding tai feng for lunch today after service. had to wait sooooooo long for my mom to pick us up and well, we had to wait soooooo long for us to get a table too! but the food was real good.

well, it had to be if its worth $100 right?

never knew that may had ate there before.. it was my first time lor~! so embarrassing! *grinz* but i think it was the first time may had so much to eat there.. as long as she liked it, my mom liked it, its good enough. i thought the rice was better than the noodles though.

i am still slacking like nobody's business, but it's not that i care really. thinking of meeting up for sushi with my girls soon, but lor's leaving to go KL this week, to stay with her mom. she can't even be certain when she's leaving yet, but we'd meet up before she goes, that i'm sure. even if not the whole gang, just me & her. sigh.. she's going through a real hard time now, and i know her character well enough to know when she can take it and when she just wants to throw in the towel.

at least i know, no matter what happens, she'd always be my best friend. no matter how faraway we're kept apart. she's my pillar of strength, this young lady.

god is good. god is good. god is good.

i didn't sign up for the english language thing eventually. i know the results are coming out real soon, so i'll just keep praying about it. if i get anything out of NTU, it'd be good. if it doesn't, i know He has something better for me. i already decided: whatever that comes out of this choice, would determine what he wants me to do for the rest of my life.

somebody once told me before: don't teach. it's not for you. it's not what god wants you to do. he has something better for you.

think it could be true?

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