all i know is i'm lost without you
i'm not gonna lie
how i'm gonna strong without you
i need you by my side
if we ever said we'll never be together
in the end and we wave goodbye
don't know what i'll do
i'm lost without you

Tuesday, April 05, 2005


happy belated birthday to my 2 special babes, cheryl & yanzhen!! think it's so cool that they actually share the same birthday..

but isn't it strange that we never celebrate it at all? our horrible schedules forever keep us apart from things like this.. but we should go out soon alright?

well, i hadn't been writing. not that it's my fault or anything. when the exams end, you just feel so tired and relieved from everything, that writing isn't the top of my priority. but it's not that i hadn't been reading anything.. so i hear what you say joanne~!

returning back to work on saturday at the clinic was kinda.. strange, i guess. but i guess, as compared to everyone else, i'm considered luckier than a lot of people. for one, i don't have to worry about a cut of my income or allowance or anything, because teaching is still going on, and i'm gonna be working at the clinic even more regularly than the past now. yet at the same time, i long for the chance to just take a few days off and go for a holiday.

what felicia offered me was tempting. 5 days in HK.. doing what i did last year at the FunTasia workshop. but then again, i'm not sure. just gonna pray about it i guess.

even what's to come is something that i've not decided. there i was, talking about furthering my career as a teacher, and signing up at NIE.. yet there's been something inside me that's been stopping me from signing up for the English Language Proficiency test that is required. i'm not sure why too. maybe God has something better in store for me.

last night was really nice. its been a while since i went out with joanne, serene & max. it was such a pity that daniel couldn't come.. eng meng could have come too. but then again, i'm not surprised. they're going clubbing on wednesday.. oh goodness. something that's so beyond me. of course would yearn for the experience, but for now, its alright.

probably will do latin again. i like being in the red spot. i've decided about that. though i'm self-conscious, but i like being in the red spot. but yet at the same time, being in the quiet shadows is equally tempting too.

sigh.. off to teach now.

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