you.me.and a thousand different ways.

all i know is i'm lost without you
i'm not gonna lie
how i'm gonna strong without you
i need you by my side
if we ever said we'll never be together
in the end and we wave goodbye
don't know what i'll do
i'm lost without you

Tuesday, February 15, 2005

so i managed to survive. but i'd be brutally honest here : it wasn't an easy day. the vulnerable me was back once more throughout the day. crying and crying. and it's not those quiet tears. had to turn up the volume of the hi-fi of my room loudly just so that nobody could hear my tears. hugging myself because was once again reminded of the lost that i experienced, and the hurt and all those. hate it really. guess maybe some of them are right in saying that i am afraid and because of that i'd close myself up.

lots of thoughts actually in my mind now. just don't know how to start. thinking of stopping my job at the clinic already. it's too demanding and i'm too tired. i just pray that the lord would anoint me with more students. so i can quit my job faster.

anyway, it's back to school now. i've had my break, and though it's not enough for me, i guess i'd just have to face up to reality of the situation. now i guess it's back to meeting deadlines, assignments and of course, exams. i think now i better start to concentrate. if not it'll be a hard period preparing for exams.

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