all i know is i'm lost without you
i'm not gonna lie
how i'm gonna strong without you
i need you by my side
if we ever said we'll never be together
in the end and we wave goodbye
don't know what i'll do
i'm lost without you

Friday, February 11, 2005


if the beginning of each year is the time to create new year resolutions, then chinese new year is the time for me to keep the resolutions.

this time round, finally fed up with my lethargic-ness, lack of rest, and my mom's constant reminder to everyone that i once looked pretty, i have decided that i need to do something about my time:

a) sleep 8 hours a day no matter what
b) 8 glasses of water
c) step into the gym 2 times a week
d) no stress myself too much

and of coz, the old resolutions that i have to still work on :

a) save money to travel or go study
b) spend more time on my family & friends

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this time round, haven't been going round visiting much. as usual, camp at my grandma's place. without the need of travelling to boyfriend's place, boyfriend's relatives places.. *grinz* cuts down on a lot of travelling time too.

guess what's always most memorable and nice is to know that everyone is together everytime this season comes along. sitting at the living room, eating the yu sheng and other dishes, seated the way we always do (eldest to the youngest), hearing different patches of conversations going on at the table.. it's a heart-warming feeling yet at the same time, i would often wonder if everyone feels the simple joy that i experience or just going through all these for the routine and the sake of it.

what was even more funny was how the 3G gang made a fool of ourselves by stepping into the wrong cineplex for the movie!! and it was soooooooooo embarrassing at the same time!! this year, we watched this japanese anime called "howl's moving castle". didn't really understand the show initially and well, was a little baffled by the plot. by in the end it's just a simple love story.. and that was quite sweet. the only problem with watching the show was trying to watch the anime and reading the english subtitles at the same time. but realized the popcorn at orchard doesn't taste that bad. i shall eat that more often!

now the biggest problem is trying to decide what i should do for myself after i graduate in april. i want to start looking at uni applications, and i just want to try my luck and try to see if i can continue my education in a university. of coz, the costs are high, so i'm trying to save as much now as i could..

the life of a teenager in singapore. never easy. never a breeze.

but i'm contented. i have gee/oh/dee. he makes me blessed.

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