you.me.and a thousand different ways.

Sunday, January 23, 2005

i did something pretty unexpected : i decided to throw out the things (material & non-material), the commitments and everything else that i wouldn't need.

but then again, doubts surfaced: you sure you want to do this?

i couldn't have been more sure.

after praying about it for a very very long time, and this is the answer that He's guiding you, there's no denying it at all.

so off they went, into the garbage. never to be seen again.

regrets? i don't think so. i've had enough of running away and being naive. believing in things that seem impossible to achieve. of course, there are some that would make impossible be I.M possible. but now is the time to face up to the reality of this world.

the reality of my world.

my world where god comes first, family & friends a close second, then school, followed by teaching. whatever that comes must be able to accomodate all of this. if it's meant for me, be it a new job, a friendship, a relationship, or just anything, it's able to settle in together with everything else that god has already given me.

because he won't give me anything i can't handle.

he will decide which are the i.m possible ones. i have faith that He's guiding me. now my decisions will not be based on my heart, or my mind.

it'll be decided on what He instructs.

because.. everything is possible, only when you believe in Him.

"do not conform any longer to the pattern of this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind. then you will be able to test and approve what god's will is - his good, pleasing and perfect will."- romans 12:2

p.s. girls, love you all! i'm so glad we met up! can't wait to see all of you soon! and cheeky, we love you so much!! miss you!!!

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