you.me.and a thousand different ways.

Thursday, October 07, 2004

phew! so glad that the projects are over and done with. i don't care about the grades. all i want is my bed!!!

these few months have been really a big big test for me. and i think i'm just glad that everything's over. many a times during project discussions, i came really close to just throwing the towel and running away from everything. thank god for the fact that he's here to guide us through. and he also helped me with my temper too, and thought me how to control my emotions a lot.

which can be real good when you need to focus on getting the assignments done. and can be real bad when you just feel like you're acting out emotions/feelings when whatever you feel are very much suppressed.

no wonder they say life is a stage.

but hey, in my life, god is my director. so even though i'm having one of those real lousy movies, i'd have a real good movie that would land me an Oscar in the future.

i've been so frustrated with everything really. i don't know what's right, what's wrong, what did i do that made things not work out, how to understand people and emotions and stuff like that. but i've been trying to be very level headed, trying to be very patient, trying to be very kind & understanding. and i think that itS just good that i think i learnt from there.

sometimes feel like calling up somebody and just leash it all out~! but when i start to realise the things that i'd have to say with regards to the problem, it just makes me even more tired.

finally things have come to a conclusion for zoe. sigh... it hurts sharene & i a lot to see her going through this. but just glad it's all over.

zoe:i know you read this, so just know that we're all here for you k? be strong, and don't deny the truth anymore. whatever it is, you have to realise what's best for yourself. and not for anybody else. it's your life, your happiness, your welfare that's most important. not anything else now k?

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