you.me.and a thousand different ways.

Wednesday, October 20, 2004

listening : the closer i get to you by beyonce knowles & luther vandross

finally the exams have come to a good end, and i've offically begun my 2 month vacation. you know how deprived of a break i've been for the past 1 and a 1/2 years? but it's amazing isn't it? how time juz whizzes past and we never even noticed at all. so much has happened, but it juz felt as though it was yesterday.

still thinking about whether or not i should be getting a job. it just feels really strange to be getting a job for these two months when i'm not going to be around for 2 weeks of november. and it's not one of those, 2 weeks continuously kinda thing. one week in shanghai, one week in singapore, then one week in bangkok. maybe it's just not the correct time to work? *grinz* maybe i'm just finding excuses for myself right now. but give me a break! maybe i really won't get a job. we'll see.

was really upset on monday after my first paper. i couldn't believe it! in my 19 years of life, i've never had a time when i couldn't finish a paper! and this time round, i literally threw away 20 over marks! the paper was too long. i hope everyone couldn't finish the paper, so it'd end up having moderated results. actually, i'm very worried about this semester's results. somehow i felt as though i could have put in much more effort to get better grades. i hope i don't have to sit supplementary papers.

realized last night that there are lots of people who really do care a damn lot for me. it's just so sweet and nice if we just take a back step away from our very fast-paced lifestyle and notice the simpler things in life that makes us much much happier and glad that we have such people in our lives. so to all these people, a big thank you!

and now, i'm going to enjoy my holidays with a lot of 'melissa' time - lots of reading, listening to music, mahjong sessions with family, hi-tea dates with my friends, and doing some of the things that are so completely out of the ordinary and maximise my holidays to the brim. it's about time i do something about my holidays. before the time comes for me to embrace the society and forget how it feels like to be a student. sleep late, wake up late, watch movies & tv shows, & cartoons on cable, fast-food, christmas shopping... it sounds so fabulous!

oh ya, and there'd be some big changes in my life pretty soon. i hope, its for the better. :)

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