you.me.and a thousand different ways.

Tuesday, September 14, 2004

ok i'm being naughty and blogging in class again. but the lesson is really boring! thank goodness i chose to go for piano lesson earlier today at 715pm. i think i really want to get home earlier tonight, have a good meal, and sleep after watch the bachelorette. tomorrow morning - gotta work real hard.. ok i change my mind, real smart. then can prepare to come school for that boring seminar that we have to go for.

choir camp coming up in nov. 8th - 10th. we might be going for it. i think a few of us would want to be involved in it, in some way or another, but i'm not sure yet. now is a very bad time to talk, coz we are all too caught up with our assignments man! projects and all, they're just killing everyone.. i don't even know when we'd be able to meet up to have dinner together. hopefully soon...

now coming closer and nearer to the deadlines of the projects and assignments already. i'm trying to see if i can get friday off afnd perhaps go for the lantern festival thingy with my cousins. i know nana can't; but i've yet to check with everyone else. finding people to go with me... i really wanna go see~!

and american idol concert too! takers anybody?

i dreamt of terence a few nights ago. surprisingly, the dream still disturbs me a little. i don't really wanna talk abt the dream in detail, but it's just sorta those dreams you know you're not supposed to dream of it but you still did, and you wake up and you get all confused, and angry and upset. still am, but not as much. never replied kolok's sms, or anybody else's sms or phone calls. just don't wish to reply anybody at this point. i'm better now, but not ready to talk to them yet. i may never be ready to talk to them. i just don't want to be reminded of all those things. i hope they understand.
oh well, of course it's running away at some point, but for me it's a good solution, and i'm happy about it. sometimes we just have to be idealist and dreamy and not always face up to the cold hard truth that life has for us. and i like it. so there.

we have a class gathering tomorrow at townsvile. i know that i'm not going. i just am not ready to face them too. though isabelle & yeow meng know about it already. they can go and update them if they want. i'm not gonna elaborate on my points anymore.

and for the last time, i'm not going to get back with him. so dun ask me this question anymore.

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